I think I know why I am being misunderstood, and it's about perspective. From your point of view, you are seeing that I'm like every other guy who pays his money to go into the room with a beautiful girl, and the events that take place inside are based on that business model. So yes, I paid a room fee at the from to get escorted down the hall to a room, Jamie came in, and I paid her money before I left. This is her job, it's what she does to pay her mortgage and school.
But why do I go to see Jamie? Before I started hobbying, I thought I would never be with a girl like her ever again. The very thought was just a fantasy. But now that I know about this industry, I'm living the fantasy life. The best things that could ever happen to me happen to me when I'm with Jamie.
So when I review, I review the fantasy. I do this for the girlfriend experience, things I used to do with girlfriends when I was young.
Some of you guys write reviews like "I went to see this whore and I banged her twice in half an hour." Well, good for you. You're getting your rocks off, and treating it as a business transaction with no fantasy. I suppose it's a little better than doing it yourself, but it's not what I'm into. Then there are reviews where guys write "I was having a massage and I tipped her an extra $20 and she let me reach under her top." Again, not my thing, but lots of people go to E&M and other places for this, seems to be very popular. Again, not what I do.
It's my Hobby World where I love. In my Real World, I have to lock those things away. Maybe I should write a review to please the other side. Hmm, sounds like fun.