Hello MassagePlanet,
I'm currently attending Cortiva Inst... I'm on week 8. I'm honestly terribly bummed out about the whole program, at first I was really excited but now I'm starting to have my doubts.
I researched careers that would be good for me, massage therapy seemed a perfect fit and when I applied everyone told me it would be a lot of fun and I can do it, yada yada.
I feel like my main teacher has never even had any education on how to be a teacher, sure she is very knowledgeable about the industry and has tons of real-life experience but I'm not learning my anatomy material at all. I want to quit and if I wasn't so terrified of letting down my family, I would have already.
I feel like I'm retarded, or just not smart enough. I've always been heavily in the arts and I want to be a writer but thought this would be a great way to have a steady income to support my future plans for having a family, writing, and doing art. I never was good at science, or math, or business in high school. The application people said it was a great fit, and I was really hopeful. I don't have much interest in the medical field, I just wanted to work in a relaxing spa environment for my stress level. I thought helping other people relax would be perfect for me, since I can't handle a competitive fast-pace workplace. I now realize the woman who interviewed me and said MT was a great fit, isn't a MT and hasn't been in the industry or even taken a massage class...
I'm told over and over this is "adult learning" and so I'm expected to do the majority of my learning on my own and I'm not going to be "spoon fed" information. I don't think it's right to blaze through all the muscles of the head, neck, face, and shoulder complex in one session plus palpating all of them and then expect me to just memorize it all in 2 weeks while more and more and more information is being loaded on top of it. I can't even process what I'm being told, I go home and feel overloaded and confused and angry.
I have been given no hints or help or ways to memorize my anatomy information other then making my own notecards or just figuring it out myself and trying to memorize the origins and insertions and actions. I know I can squirm though this program but I'm going to come out the other end a jumbled mess of anatomy nonsense. I'm pissed off that this "school" crams anatomy into one 4 hour class a week and we sit around other days doing meditation for 45 mins while I then go home and don't even know what to make notecards out of because my teacher's powerpoints have spelling errors and don't go over the information the same way for each muscle. I want a real anatomy teacher or just a real teacher, I'm paying to go to this "awesome school" and they can't even hire someone to teach anatomy who has some training on how to teach people? Anyone can stand up in front of a group and talk about something they know, that doesn't mean they can teach. It's like reading Romeo & Juilet really fast to a first grade class and expecting them to understand it.
I don't know what to do!
Has anyone else who has gone through Cortiva (or any MT training) felt this way? Did it just magically "click" (like people keep telling me) and suddenly everything falls into place? How much time did you spend studying the anatomy material everyday? Do you know any online resources or have any tips/tricks/suggestions? I know you have a resource forum but I just wanted to see what people's best ideas are for studying anatomy^^
I would take an anatomy class at my local community college but I can't fit it in with Cortiva's fast-pace agenda but I feel like that's what I need to do, lol, I need a "second opinion class".
Well, if anyone has the time to give me some suggestions or tips on how they survived learning this stuff I would be very grateful. Thank you so much!
I'm currently attending Cortiva Inst... I'm on week 8. I'm honestly terribly bummed out about the whole program, at first I was really excited but now I'm starting to have my doubts.
I researched careers that would be good for me, massage therapy seemed a perfect fit and when I applied everyone told me it would be a lot of fun and I can do it, yada yada.
I feel like my main teacher has never even had any education on how to be a teacher, sure she is very knowledgeable about the industry and has tons of real-life experience but I'm not learning my anatomy material at all. I want to quit and if I wasn't so terrified of letting down my family, I would have already.
I feel like I'm retarded, or just not smart enough. I've always been heavily in the arts and I want to be a writer but thought this would be a great way to have a steady income to support my future plans for having a family, writing, and doing art. I never was good at science, or math, or business in high school. The application people said it was a great fit, and I was really hopeful. I don't have much interest in the medical field, I just wanted to work in a relaxing spa environment for my stress level. I thought helping other people relax would be perfect for me, since I can't handle a competitive fast-pace workplace. I now realize the woman who interviewed me and said MT was a great fit, isn't a MT and hasn't been in the industry or even taken a massage class...
I'm told over and over this is "adult learning" and so I'm expected to do the majority of my learning on my own and I'm not going to be "spoon fed" information. I don't think it's right to blaze through all the muscles of the head, neck, face, and shoulder complex in one session plus palpating all of them and then expect me to just memorize it all in 2 weeks while more and more and more information is being loaded on top of it. I can't even process what I'm being told, I go home and feel overloaded and confused and angry.
I have been given no hints or help or ways to memorize my anatomy information other then making my own notecards or just figuring it out myself and trying to memorize the origins and insertions and actions. I know I can squirm though this program but I'm going to come out the other end a jumbled mess of anatomy nonsense. I'm pissed off that this "school" crams anatomy into one 4 hour class a week and we sit around other days doing meditation for 45 mins while I then go home and don't even know what to make notecards out of because my teacher's powerpoints have spelling errors and don't go over the information the same way for each muscle. I want a real anatomy teacher or just a real teacher, I'm paying to go to this "awesome school" and they can't even hire someone to teach anatomy who has some training on how to teach people? Anyone can stand up in front of a group and talk about something they know, that doesn't mean they can teach. It's like reading Romeo & Juilet really fast to a first grade class and expecting them to understand it.
I don't know what to do!
Has anyone else who has gone through Cortiva (or any MT training) felt this way? Did it just magically "click" (like people keep telling me) and suddenly everything falls into place? How much time did you spend studying the anatomy material everyday? Do you know any online resources or have any tips/tricks/suggestions? I know you have a resource forum but I just wanted to see what people's best ideas are for studying anatomy^^
I would take an anatomy class at my local community college but I can't fit it in with Cortiva's fast-pace agenda but I feel like that's what I need to do, lol, I need a "second opinion class".
Well, if anyone has the time to give me some suggestions or tips on how they survived learning this stuff I would be very grateful. Thank you so much!