non-practictioner skng emotional healing - pls help

[BPDguy]

I'm sorry if I'm "intruding" on your group here. I am not a Reiki practicioner nor am I a CMT. I am just someone who is looking for help.

I am in a depressed state. I have a chronic painful condition. A common associative disorder is depression.

I feel lonely, unmotivated, depressed. Unable to drag myself out of this funk.

Compound that with a host of negative feelings left over from a previous relationship - anger, resentment, etc. Stir in some long ago feelings of loss from losing someone very close.

I believe in holistic approaches, natural healing. I am in counseling. I want to feel better. I just don't know how to get better.

I keep reading phrases like "clearing" or "sweeping" or "cleansing", as in emotions. Those phrases seem to resonate with my situation. I feel that I need to be "cleansed" of all this negativity inside me. I just don't know how.

Can someone please help? I live in the Atlanta area.

Thank you.

 

[sheldonlinker]

two strong suggestions:

locate a Reiki practitioner to help you balance out the energies you experience in, on, and around your body.

secondly, if you aren't already in counseling with a professional, seek help in that venue as well. many cities have professional counselors who work on sliding fee scales according to income -- especially check with places like health dept, churches, synagogues, temples, to see if there is any help they can either offer you or direct you too.

May you be blessed and filled with loving light,
J