WarAxe,
I think I'm begining to realize why you're so lonely and in need of companionship. You have to stop thinking of MPA's as stroke machines, and start realizing they're women with needs and feelings.
By cuddling with your MPA instead of making her put herself through hell and back by trying to give you that MSOG session you crave, you'd instantly be known as a BFE. WarAxe, once word spreads around the spas that you're a BFE, your sessions will instantly improve, which will lead to your self esteem improving, which will lead to you having more confidence with women when you go out, which will lead to you getting dates, which will lead to you no longer being miserable.
I'm here for you, WarAxe.
He's not heavy, he's my massageplanet.net brother.