i am married now, but in my past i dated this filthy older woman, who use to sneak over to my house, ask me to wear a man-thong then give me a deep long, and hard massage that generally lead to nudity, hardness and even crazy sick sex. mind you, i got herpes from the dirty dirty, but still after all these years, i still think about those massages, and i know she is just a phone call away..my wife massages me sometimes, but i cant seem to comunicate to her what i want, any ideas?